tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2382277614743623418.post7510554980634096430..comments2023-11-18T09:28:47.732-08:00Comments on Living here now: Got HopeDenise Emanuel Clemenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10982725113569943337noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2382277614743623418.post-10097929402680532752008-10-17T09:49:00.000-07:002008-10-17T09:49:00.000-07:00Identity is such a fluid idea. It seems to be a so...Identity is such a fluid idea. It seems to be a solid construction and then I am in a situation with someone and I realise they only know one of my identities and they are really only interested in one or two of my identity roles and blind to the other, sometimes richer roles I play. I find myself feeling like I have multiple personality "disorder" except it is actually quite orderly. Shifting from actively engaging the energy of those various relationship patterns. And sometimes shifting from a totally different script. Like repertory theater where you play not just different roles but different authors and genres in different places and times. But instead of a different play each night it's a different play each hour. The big challange for me is to not engage in the old scripts even though I find myself in a familiar role (Mom) <BR/>It appears that you have done more work over the past year than I have accomplished since separating 5 years ago. Bravo! And thank you for sharing your journey. I am not through the grief but the scars are looking pretty healthy. I just have to stop picking at the scabs!Juleshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10444232176588124206noreply@blogger.com