Lots of weird & not-so-good things are happening in my life right now. I have no control over any of them. I must submit. (Submit: 1a: to yield governance or authority)
Meanwhile I am writing & submitting (Submit: 2b: to make available, to offer) my work, hoping to get published again soon. Writing is how I am breathing now. Fingers clicking against keys equals oxygen drawn into lungs.
Submissive: submitting to others, yeilding
Submission: the act of submitting something (as for consideration, inspection or comment)